The Sauce In The Bottle

2006-02-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

i'm lazy to update (: i have another blog over at lj, i think i will still blog here lar. if u people visit the lj blog, do leave a comment identifying who you are okay, if you do not have a lj account (:

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digital video tmr! and it sucks leh.

2006-02-24T02:33:00.000+08:00

My new computer has been residing in my room for 9 days already (: First, no router yet, lazy to set up. Secondly, computer table, my mother don't want to move it out from her room yet, thirdly, i'm lazy to set it up. But now, my mother ask me to set up LOL I better find some time to do it (: Then i can transfer over shows to the new computer to watch, don't have to snatch from my brother the computer (: Cool right?

I went town today! Played pool with Doreen, Deon, Kejing at Cineleisure. I sucks lar. I totally forgot about everything xD" Haha. Walked around town and i want to buy a lot of clothes and my gigantic bag, LOL. Then i went back Cine to see Superhost lar, accompany Doreen. Quite sian but some quite entertaining.

Going town tmr again (: Gonna shop till i drop tmr! Work on Sat & Sun then I will mug for DVID exam next wed. I think I'm off to sleep. IT'S KOONING TIME!

2006-02-22T20:38:00.000+08:00

Yea! I learnt how to play pool today. Haha, I'm slow. And I've never played before until today man. Went to Hougang KPool with Tricia and Doreen and played for 3 hours (: Fun leh, addicted liao. Haha.. Okay nvm.

I haven studied for DBMS yet (: Only read first few chapters, I also don't know what to start on, where to start and how to start! I think I will just read through later. DBMS is the only headache subject man. I'm afraid that I'll understand what the textbook is saying, but don't understand the exam paper! I'm not one to think man. Haha.

2006-02-21T15:09:00.000+08:00

This fellow sleeps even later than me (: Kana caught liao, Haha.

Yes! I changed the skin (;

2006-02-21T02:59:00.000+08:00

A simple skin keeps the doctor away (: Two months of rotting has started for me with WebP and DBMS exam on Wed & Thurs respectively lah. So how's the new skin man? I know it's so damm simple, all those on the left bar are all crap lah, haha, cos i don't know what to write also. I read the first 9 chapters of WebP textbook today! I'm always doing last minute studying anyway & have not even started on DBMS. I don't know where to start! Nvm, I will start tmr!

I want to watch Final Destination 3 (: It's a booked movie for 2499 gang to watch, so who ever watches it first will get run over by a car okay! I really can't wait for the exams to end. Also don't know what I'm going to do for the holidays also, I JUST DON'T WANT SCHOOL TO START! I can imagine the hell man Man MAn MAN.

I took funny pictures of my cat (nonnie HAHA changed name again) today!

SPOT THE NOT!

Hehehehe! So damm creative of my right? My cat rocks!

2006-02-18T00:15:00.000+08:00

I'm not fated with I Not Stupid Too la xD" Was supposed to go watch today with 2499 gang, but then we ended up watching THE FOG Very nice! But some parts damm scary and Tom Welling so shuai. HAHAHAHA. Next up is Final Destination 3 man (: AND AND AND ZJYB OST is out in Sembawang stored le lor. So funny, did not expect it to come out in Spore at all =x Yea bought it le, gaiban somemore. That means i will have the 2 versions (: WHEE. I spent alot today man. Movie, OST, flip-flops, pepper lunch, tcc blah. I think i spend around 80 bucks? o.O"

My bank left 45 bucks only. So little lor ): Payday is still far far away, somemore need to save for Taiwan trip de. And my holidays are here! Although exams are next week. 22nd, 23rd and 1st (: officially got 2 months of ~~rotting~~ holidays! (: (: (:

i think that Sms-ing all the time when out with friends is kinda rude leh. Sms once in a while is okay. But the whole outing? I think it's not right. HAHAHAHAHA. Hor EILEEN?

2006-02-12T18:37:00.000+08:00

i slept till 3.30pm today! real irritating y'know, was supposed to watch I NOT STUPID TOO today, but as usual, everything screwed up yea. SOMEMORE IT WAS THE 2ND TIME SIA! Like WTH lor. This time, it was 3 person who last minute WHO TOLD ME CANNOT GO. One said father don't know what, one say going for family dinner, another say eh cannot meet liao, got fever. WAHAHAHA. I shall not feel too excited anymore when i plan any outing, COS i know it will be screwed man.

I shall go watch I Not Stupid Too with Lynette or Houng Yee next week liao, too pissed to organise anymore group reunion. Anyway, today is the last day of CNY already. I shall plan it when everyone can confirm with me. But it might not make a diff anyway, i asked and asked whether they can confirm and confirm and confirm, they say YES. But see what now? ZZZ. Last friday was already supposed to be the REUNION, but blah, last minute people don't turn up too.

Ok forget it. At my grandma house now (: for dinner of last day of CNY! Whoo. Last day also need steamboat all these? Haha.. Din know =x V-Day coming up! YAYAYAYA as if it makes a diff for me. Will be working. also donno why i said this, maybe because i said it because everyone is saying v-day is coming xD"

Went to see Sugie and Leon @ NLB yesterday (: well, like that lar. Maybe i do still love love love him alot de. HAHAHA. But his make up =x abit funny hor. xD"

2006-02-10T00:12:00.000+08:00

Gmail is screwed lah! It just cannot stop loading and when it stop, the page doesn't appears. Gmail is lag! Hehehehe. Yes! Finally, this week has come to an end. One more week of study for me (: COS I DON'T HAVE STUDY WEEK LAR! Assignments cleared except for WebP which is due tuesday. FA film critique over! DVID and MORG presentation/interview over! More relaxed already (x (x (x (x (x

I'm still dreading over the fact that i lost my DBMS book and i cannot study w/o it and everyone i asked lent their books to friends already! Siao liao lah, the library reserved the book for me but some ass have not returned the txtbook which is supposed to be dued 7thfeb which is OVER ALREADY! I've got a feeling the book won't be returned yet, cos i think the person needs it too! He/she must be someone who did not buy the txtbook in the first place. Hrrrmp.

Anyway, good luck to everyone taking o's results tmr! (: Yup, Deon ah, Cheryl, x.evon, blah blah! Everyone come SP okay? HAHAHAHAHA!

2006-02-05T21:46:00.000+08:00

I think I'm turning sick (: Runny nose and abit of sore throat now. urg bleh blah bloo. hope i don't get seriously sick like fever or whatever. hahah. exams coming and i need to work to earn money. whoo.

morg assignment deadline is postpone to wednesday. 3 more days to do it (: after this week, i think i will be more free already. and don't have to listen to morg lessons anymore. hahaha, no written paper anyway xD" but i don't want to write argumentative essay for crs lah, that module sucks.

i'm halfway done with morg, doing it with 2 idiots is real headache. i seem to be doing most of the things man. wtf. i just hope i can get enough marks to scrape through this stupid module man. lol. i don't want to repeat that, or repeat anything. haha. i want to be free as a bird.

gonna continue with the stupid lighthouse for morg tmr and tuesday. i'm too lazy to continue (: i was rotting at home today and sleeping, when i suddenly thought that i can sleep all i want during march holidays! yea yea yea (: but don't want school to open lah, budden no choice, gotta face up to the cruel reality yup.

2006-01-31T23:15:00.000+08:00

yea (; change of skin. i gope it from blogskins. damm, i'm in a dilemia (how to spell?) it's like this lah. i have this 3d modelling assignment coming up and requires us to be in groups of min3 max4. i'm in this group with 2 other guys whom i think are asses. i'm in the group because we 3 are the only one w/o groups. bah.

the assignment is due next monday already (6feb) and we haven't done anything yet. i asked them, they like bochup. wth. now i feel like doing it all by myself. i've told my lecturer before that i DO NOT want to do the assignment with them, but he says need to have 3 persons. wahlao, regretted everything man. can't the lecturer spare a thought for me la? i'm not close with them at all, even though i'm in the same class as them. and i'm not a bimbo or whatever particular popular girl, so noone will want to be in a group with me on their own accord. they choose their own friends.

this sucks la. school sucks. although i'm looking forward to final year exams and the holidays and then the taiwan trip, i dread april16th, which is re-opening of school. then i will be in year2. differenct class for sure. because of my modules. and different people, i've gone through so many fucking stuffs, that i've now became a introvert in school. i don't make an effort to make friends or talk that much, because all of a sudden, i mind what they think of me when i talk. so yup.

school is vexing la. and time seems to pass so fast. i want to change school, but does changing school really makes a difference? maybe if i do, i'll still be made fun of blah blah blah. it's irritating. aiyoh, nowadays my blog posts are all like this. complaining about school and life and friends. but that's what my life has been through nowadays, full of dark days.

cny hols are over. going back to school tmr and so many things to do. morg assignment, webpublishing assignment, film appreciation stuffs, digital video assignment and presentation. wow. too overwhelming liao lah. once the assignment period is over, it will be the final exams time. time to chiong for my video paper. A for sure. HAHAHAHAHA.

bah, enough of school. i'm proud of myself! i've saved $400 and many coins in my piggy bank already (; all my ang bao money plus some savings. these are for my tw trip lah ;) yep. 1/3 to my target WHOOHOO. working 13days this month, another 400plus of pay for me =) and i'm intending to sell away some stuffs to get moolahs.

going to watch i not stupid too with joan and gang on friday evening/night (; yea, long time never go out with friends le. i missed out two chances to hang out with the superfans la. ytd was movie time with liling chanel deon they all. today i missed the steamboat at marina with yiwen ruiling kejing they all. but i'm still glad they made a effort to ask me, this shows i'm not forgotten! cos i seriously miss them man. =) gonna be busy with school until holidays so i better ask them out whenever i have time =)

long post of the day. as i expected. xD always i have nothing to blog, but then when i start blogging, i can't stop and the post goes on and on. at my grandma house now, waiting for my mother to finish her mahjong game. tadahs, my veins are getting hard from all the typing so yup, TADAHS =)

2006-01-29T12:06:00.000+08:00

Yawn. First day of CNY. I received my first ang bao xD" Going to my Grandma's house later, around 1pm bah. This year CNY is so boring! Hope i can receive sufficient cash, i don't wana use my pay lar, that's for my trip (:

uhm yah, about previous posts, i have to clarify. i'm one who will say anything about anyone if i'm not happy or displeased with it, no matter if you are my friend, good friend or best friend ( i don't have anyway =.= ) so yup. aiya, this kind of things, a little while will get over it de what. blogging is to let me fa xie y'know. after everything, i will still treat and love you as a friend de what, or a good friend yea. so yup, fuck.

mosquitos are biting me, so im not blogging anymore =X HAPPY CNY EVERYONE.

2006-01-28T18:50:00.000+08:00

Shucks. Don't care about my previous posts. I thought of deleting th posts, but then what's the point? i do really mind about it anyway, and i'm not gonna act like as if i don't care. so yup. going my grandma house for reunion dinner later (: and shucks, my warning letter haven come yet. better not let my mama see it. xD"

2006-01-28T01:51:00.000+08:00

Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck
Evertime i thought of Video assignment one and that i failed, I'm so scared -.-" AHH, Can everything turn out right?

Eh, ZhenTao suddenly pm me in msn saying happy advance new year. so sudden. was still thinking whether he pm the wrong person. hahahahahaha..

okay, off to complete my zhong ji yi ban (: i'm having my bad days again. or maybe not days, i think this is permanant. i can just die.

2006-01-27T23:55:00.000+08:00

What can be worst? Shucks. I failed Digital Video Assignment 1. YA. I got an F. But kinda expected it was me when WT told me one person failed. I hope i din't fail badly sia. As for Assignment 2, no high hopes but i hope it can do average. maybe B or C? Then I'm gonna chiong chiong for the written paper on March1st le ><" Maybe i can get a grade A or B? HAHAHA. If not i fail Video the 2nd time, I think i will gonna be kick out of SP. LOL. Although i really want to change school, but kana kicked out hor, my parents will kao bei then i think i will do jump down the building. xD"

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People please help join! Will update with more stuffs lahh! xD Currently lazy. But at least i organised the liuyans and news into the jing hua qu. LOL. Aiya whatever.

I'm so stressed nowadays, video assignment2 finally completed but damm guilty i can't stay for longer yesterday .V. AHH Damm stressed out. I'm so worried for my Video sia. And i got 5 warning letters! xD for 5 modules out of 6! xDDDDDD" It's a record. Sigh. School totally sucks. There are fake people out there, people who sort of make use of you. Bimbos, and everything.

How would you feel if your friend got close to a superstar you really like and love and like and love? And have his number and can meet him because of a project? Well....

It feels bad. Especially when that fucking superstar seems to prefer her more than me? oh what the fuck.

Thinking too much? Maybe.. but i think Maybe not.
Stupid for thinking like this? Put yourself in my shoes.

Well, I know long ago that the feeling had changed or maybe faded. Then i realised, it has not faded a bit, but had changed. Where are the happy memories? Where are the times i will chiong down to take a 1sec glimpse? Not here anymore. Fucking no more.

So stressed and down and sucidal. Adding one more thing to my probs. Ah what the heck. Always, I wish things could turn out for th better, but in the end, it turn out to be worst.

Irritating people adding to my life, in school. Urg, and please don't take me for granted.

2006-01-23T01:26:00.000+08:00

AHHHH I FORGOT TO PLUG OUT MY HARDDRIVE FROM SCHOOL ON THURSDAY AND I LEFT IT THERE. I WANA DIE ALREADY. I HOPE THAT IT'S STILL THERE TMR IF NOT SOME KIND SOUL WILL RETURN IT TO THE OFFICE. MY HARDDRIVEEE!!

2006-01-17T23:14:00.000+08:00

I'M LAZY I'M LAZY

yea, my brain juices are too dry and i don't really feel like blogging each day. everytime i want to blog, i open blogger and i lose the interest to blog ;D how nice. finally, CRS presentation today! It's over although i think i might have said some wrong stuffs. oops. so yep, finally it's done. i feel busy this whole week. i don't know why, ask me why i'm busy? actually i'm not that busy, but i just feel busy. school was until 7pm today. don't have rrly much time to do any fun stuffs except watch tv xD"

i think after thursday, i can relax abit (: tmr is working day. digital video meeting after gems at 3pm. going work at 4pm. reach home at 1am. nxt day hafta go school early for dbms at 9am. insufficient sleep. everytime i make it a pt to sleep early, but in the end, i sleep like around 1 or 2am? haha. that happened yesterday. and i was sooo tired today! thursday is another long day too. class at 9am all the way till evening for morg lessons. speaking of morg, i'm going assignment2 with 2 guys. i wonder how am i going to complete it. haha, and i don't know them very well. i jusr hope i can do my part in it and leave the rest to them (: smart ehh..

i'm planning to skip draw lesson on friday and sleep till shiok shiok. i can even watch my zhong ji yi ban on thursday night. i've downloaded all episodes and only watched till episode2 cos no time! will bring them to school to watch too. heh. i hate thursdays! because they start early and end late. and 2 most boring lessons of the day, dbms and morg which i catch no balls.

after school on thursday, then i will be free! on thursday night and whole of friday to complete what i wana do. i want to do something to that idiot domain of mine, and maybe change the layout in here. kenji has to go! haha.. and i bought alot of clothes last weekend (: 2tops, 1bag and 3 bottoms. broke my record. i have never shopped so much in my life before.

okay, i'm off to my room and get to sleep cos the internet life is getting so boring! sleep and wake up early tmr! tmr is a short day with only 1hr lecture and gems after that. den work. darn, but i need the moooolah (: so have to tolerate lah.

(i blogged so much)

2006-01-13T00:00:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging for a long time =) Cos' nothing much to blog leh, lazy and busy with school also. And my brother keeps hogging the computer, HOW TO BLOG LIKE THAT? Blogging is a bore. DRAW lesson tmr and OH SHIAT, drawing potraits of the people in class, DAMM. I HATE THAT. WTF. And i can't skip anymore, because it's the max already. WTH.. Heck. 3hours of DRAW class. I HATE THE MODULE,HATE THE COURSE LARR.

2006-01-11T01:26:00.000+08:00

I HIT MY HEAD SO SO SO SO HARD AT NIGHT

SAFARI'S SHOP CUPBOARD I

THINK MY SKULL HAS CRACKED AND I'M

GONNNA DIE DIE DIE FROM CRACKING MY

BRAIN AND I'M GIDDY AND MY HEAD

HURTS LIKE HELL LOR!

2006-01-04T01:26:00.000+08:00

I'm so vexed by school. For Digital Video assignment 2, I'm not included in the group. When WT told me "We Didn't Include You Leh..." I felt like digging a hole and die there. So vexed by it, has already emailed PT and asked =X I'm feeling so depressed by school. Want to change school but parents sure don't allow one. Haiyah, WHAT TO DO NOW LEHH? Too depressed already. Sheesh.

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2006-01-03T00:04:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated New Year!

Hehehe. It is year 2006 already! So fast. Time passes so fast. There is just too little time and too many stuffs to do. So many things happened in year2005. Lazy to blog out lar, keep in my brain can already. Haha. Anyway, campus superstar today. Ehh.. So weird. But that YiYuan guy is so cute. Haha. But the hosts (read: JY and SUGIE) sucks lar. Not that i don't like them, i love them like hell. But their hosting skills, abit HAHAHAHA no standard hor. Say so many wrong things. LOL.

School tmr already! But only have to go back school for like only tmr and friday for WebP and DBMS test respectively (: Hehe. It is just like one more xtra week of holiday for me. Haha..

Oh No

2005-12-30T01:08:00.000+08:00

Shiat. I hope i don't get sick or anything before the countdown =) Cos i think I'm gonna have a sorethroat. I'm trying to sooth it by eating loads of menthol sweets! xD" Hope it doesn't get any worse. I rather it stay this way then get worst cos Party World is waiting for me on saturday!

2005-12-29T00:48:00.000+08:00

YEA!
Change of skin (x Nice? Haha. Haven't been blogging lately, because I don't know what ta blog you see. Star Idol. Glad that Lincoln got in yea, but Garett eliminated instead of Leo? A big mistake oh! Leo in top8. Haha, It's so weird. Each week, everyone anticipate him to get out, but each week, HE GOT IN. It's contradicting y'know.

Sigh, Sharon told me that I don't have to replace her for work tmr already. Wth? I'm so looking forward to working and earning money.LOL. Yes, I'm that despo for money. I'm saving up for the Taiwan trip in March/April. Actually, still thinking whether to go in April or June. 2Weeks vacation in June too (x And if I'm going during the hols in March, then i will go in April after April5th which is payday! And come back before 16th! xD"

So idiot, I'm planning 4 months in advance. But I need to save the money! It's hard to get a job le, so make do with my cute little Night Safari job yea (x Now I know how the management system in NS is so corrupted especially some of the Full Timers and Millicent Bong xD Quite a pea-brained woman. And she is racist. She actually asked a retailer to quit because the retailer was always wearing a tudong.

CAN U BELIEVE THAT?

How racist and stupid can she be? Tsk Tsk Tsk. Let bangla fuck her till she die lar. xD" Ok, so bad leh.

Oh ya, i finally done up my domain. With a new layout and stuff. Do go look okay!
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Shameless plugging on my own blog. Haha. And Terence's web. Eh, I don't know what to do. I'm lazy to make it into a blog BUT I WILL! He's in bangkok now so well, like that lah.

I've not chase idols for a period of time. Haha, I mean as in Star Idol people. I din went today! =) Most of the SuperFans are busy with their Campus Superstar. I really peifu some people, Superstar, Star Idol, SuperHost, Campus also siao. Lucky i only on Superstar and SI. But SI quite no feeling already. Haha.. Sugie abit leh. But when i watched SuperFunkies (the last episode already!) I missed him. xD" Heck.

School starting already, on Jan3rd. Not looking forward to it cos' there is Database Management test and Web Publishing Prac test! Arg, I kinda hate school now. Always counting down to events. CNY up next! xD" MONEY. WHOO.. Looking forward to New Year countdown and PARTY WORLD FROM 2AM to 6AM. WOW.

Merry Xmas!

2005-12-25T04:05:00.001+08:00

MERRY XMAS!

went for a x'mas countdown and was a whole load of fun! WHOOHOO (: went town with lynette and met up with Deon, Joan, Tricia, Gera, XiaoZhu, Casey, Caifen, and some of the SBZA people =) The people are so high! xD"

Overall It was so so so fun! With all the spraying and stuffs. Was supposed to go Kbox but cost $37 per person. SO EX LAH x Went PartyWorld which was a whole load cheaper. But there was no room until 3am, so in the end, did not sing at all. ARG.

Went Swensens and eat =) Blah blah, went home at 3am plus, cos Lynette's father fetched us home. Nice nice nice! The best countdown ever =) WHOOHOO. New Year Eve countdown ON xD" Looking so forward to it =)

Why I Am Sad

2005-12-23T02:18:00.000+08:00

I was thinking, probably the reason why i could get so so so upset over Kenji cos' I cannot bear to wait another 9months or more. Between March and December, there was Proj Superstar to keep me occupied. Now? Don't know leh. Star Idol? Sucks. No feel anymore. In the past, i would get angry if anyone pangseh me cos i wanted to go watch SI. But now, don't go lor. xD" Nic and Tere, sheesh.

Sugie. I guess I'm not that close to him anymore. I don't know why. Actually, I don't really bother much. I also don't know actually =X

I only know i love Kenji LEH LEH LEH. Kao, so cheesy xD!

Kenji AGAIN

2005-12-21T13:24:00.000+08:00

He's gone. He's gone. He's gone.

9Months of waiting for 3Days of entertainment (or not?). Do we have to wait for another 9Months (or maybe more?) He's off to JB. After he left, I really wanted to jo JB. I cracked my brains to see who could fetch me there. I cracked my brains to see whether i could go alone, just taking cab.

IN THE END, WE DID NOT GO. We bu fu is that the other fans are going. But me and Eileen hope that they thought it was CITY SQUARE. Earsdropping (how to spell?) is not good ok, do you more harm only. Or maybe, you guys really went city square at 930. MUAHAAHS. Fuck.

Went to Sugie's gathering yesterday at 6pm. Was still in a daze. Sorry to everyone xD" I'm so moodless, and i even teared at pastamania. Haiya, you guys will say " Siao ah! Kenji go malaysia only what! " you all also dont understand.. suan le. the fun and laughter he brought us in March and Dec.

No JB this time. So damm regret. We are suppose to be wherever he is. March, not sure whether we could see him. But heck, we are still going. Regret not going this month, cos there re loads of kuanians, and he is in it. AHHHH.

I'm feeling down

2005-12-20T10:40:00.000+08:00

I cried the moment i received Lynette's sms. I she bu de him. I don't want him to go. Shucks. We thought we would not be as sad as in March, but seems like this trip we are more sad. JB, maybe not going already. Cos' it's too late. 9:30pm. Seems dangerous leh. Lynette can't go. 2 person only. wtf. SHUCKS.

Kenji again

2005-12-20T02:48:00.000+08:00

Kenji.

He's leaving tmr. Today chasing was ok-ok. WE MISSED THE MARCH TIMES ><" OMGOSH. But he's still the same old kenji we know =) BUT STILL SAD. SAD OVER SO MANY THINGS.

Kenji Time

2005-12-19T00:40:00.000+08:00

Finally the kenji guy came today! (: Received him @ the aiport at 1230pm today. Chased down to hotel :D Not very fun, cos firstly, xuanchuans dont allow the curtain to be opened, secondly, the xuanchuans dont allow our boards to be signed. so sad ):

we watched the 40-year-old virgin in uncle thomas' maxi! so obscene. xD" so paiseh to watch it infront of him leh x) Did not watch finish cos went down at 2pm. 2.15pm, came out, passed mag AND OMG. WE LOVE THAT FUNNY FUNNY FUNNY SMILE HOR? xD" Why did he have to smile like that? o.O" I think he is OUR fan. HAHA.

he went down to j8 (x curtains still closed. no fun @ all lor. autograph sess, saw us a few times. so pathetic few people q-ing up, loads of people watching. went up once, talked. he gongong. nvm (x went up twice. tested his memory and he called me kye li jie. wtf. then he's my small brother already. xD"

after j8, went raffles city where xuanchuans came down to buy stuffs. on the way, he finally opened the curtain after much nagging from us! xD" wrote stuffs, communicated and blah. then went to mediacorp.

went in for show (x saw us few times and i miss sugie wor wor (: the charity show is so boring =) can sleep. after charity show, went newton but the famous guy did not went down. on the way there, curtains opened big big. xuanchuan was kind for a while. communicated quite alot.

@ newton, quite alot until xuanchuan bth us and closed the curtain. OMG. idiot. bahh. went back hotel, asked tw xuanchuan some stuffs. decided to go already! :D said bye and some stupid stuffs, he said something to us but none of us 3 heard it. but nvm, my magazine is gone forever. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

im back at home, doing webp assignment and going to school tmr at 1 before going down to hotel. don't ask me for his schedule xD"

singapore >> jb >> taiwan in march.

singapore >> jb in december :D

we love kenji alot xD"

i recently found out one of my friend is quite a bimbo. every guy likes her, budden i think she is quite dumb. luckily, i'm ugly so i'm not a bimbo xD" i'm pretty smart than her too, so i will not forever be a bimbo xD"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS.

i know it is a day late, but better than never.

Having a headache

2005-12-17T20:47:00.000+08:00

I feel so tired even after sleeping for so long. HOLIDAYS ARE HERE (x Went airport today, then found out he is coming tmr! So went to see planes and finish up our boards and went home! And i slept from 3-7.30pm,IM VERY TIRED )):

Whee (: So excited for tmr. At my grandma's house now. AND THE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION YESTERDAY WAS FUN! :D Joan finds it fun too. The Zek Ak man =) I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM. xD"

Ok, nothing to blog anymore =)

Life Sucks

2005-12-16T01:54:00.000+08:00

Life Sucks.

I hate my brother, I hate my life. I'm determined to pursue my dream xD" Working in Night Safari and looking @ those Japanese guys, kaWaiI nEhXx guys, I'm more determined to work hard, study and earn enough money, go JAPAN and *secret secret secret* and not come back FOREVA.

Not Japan, then other nice place also can. BUT I LOVE JAPAN (x SO EDNANA, STUDY HARD AND EARN LOADS OF MONEH KAY. I hate my brother, 17 years I've hated him. How nice if he wasn't born into this world. I CERTAINLY DONT NEED A SIBLING LIKE HIM @ ALL.

JAPAN, WAIT FOR ME. EST: 3Years to my dream. I'm gonna leave everything here. I'm determined NOW, but who knows, 3years down the road, I might change my mind and stay in SPORE. I think i wana die already, BUT NOO. JAPAN MUST WAIT FOR ME KAY.

New layout

2005-12-13T03:24:00.000+08:00

OMG (: Is my layout nice? I like it so muchie muchie loads loads! There's my cat NEON in it. MY CAT IS A BLOGSKIN STAR! WHOO x) It's late already, gonna sleep soon. Decided not to go WEBP Prac tmr. Quite boliao. Gonna sleep till shiok (:

I can't wait for Kenji to come. OMGOSH (x Real exciting.

Depress

2005-12-13T01:13:00.000+08:00

Life's not good for me. I seem to mind everything ya'know? I even broke down during work on Saturday. I'm too stressed depressed mad or whatever lah. FUCK IT. I think i might die. Angeline asked me whether I had anyone to talk to, I said NO. Serious. I dont feel comfortabl talking about what I'm feeling. I used to find strangers in IRC to talk HAHAHAHA. But not friends in MSN.

Hai. I think I will die before i get to enjoy life. How ah? Eh, no. I will die after i finish enjoying life. Now like never chase any idols THAT MUCH.

WHERE IS SUGIE?
WHERE IS TERENCE?
WHERE IS NICHOLAS?

FUCK IT. And i hate Radio Gate now can? Stupid Mediacorp. AHHHHHHHHH. One thing to be happy about, Kenji coming already. BAHHH. Actually I'm looking forward to Wed's result show, but not anymore. cos RG sucks. WHY LIKE THIS?

TOO DEPRESSED LE. Acually i think I've been depressed for as long as i can remember. OK LA, MINOR ONE. Just that most of the time i dont show it out only ma (: School, Friends, Idols are because why. AND ALSO COS' I THINK TOO MUCH. HAIS.

Friends

2005-12-10T02:13:00.000+08:00

Deon, Geraldine, Tricia, Sylvia, Chanel, YanShan, Xiao Pig, Kejing, Ruiling, Jo, Eileen, Wenting, YiWen, Esther, JiaXin, Sheryl, Doreen, Casey, Joan, Liling, WeiLin, Lornie, Nat, Melissa(my partner), Xiao Evon, Cheryl, Da Evon, Shiru and the rest of SBZA, Marcus & Gang, Caifen, Chantrice.

My beloved Superfans (x I LOVE U ALL LEH! I think i might have left out some people. BUT URG!

Most of the Star Idol fans are Superfans la, so dont need say.
Terence, Nicholas, William for the fun times. MUAHAHS.
Terence................

Terence

2005-12-10T01:48:00.000+08:00

Ehhh, I found out I'm still disappointed over Terence's elimination. After 2days. Hah! Been thinking about that alot these 2days, still sad ): Donno what to do also. xD" BUT WHAT CAN I DO? No more going to mediacorp so frequently anymore. Only wednesdays and during recording days :D

Worked today! Headache la. Lazy to blog more.

Result show

2005-12-08T12:45:00.000+08:00

I seem to be crying at every result show. What to do. xD" Yesterday was Result Show3 le. 2nd show, cried because of Nic. Yesterday? MMD, Terence was kicked out. AHHHHHHHH. Immediately when results annouced, my legs keep vibrating cos my phone keep vibrating. HAHAHA" Thanks to everyone (:

Now i also donno who to support le. Nic and Terence both out le. Go watch for fun and see Terence report only. HOHO. Ah nvm.

YTD was the last recording of SuperFunkies, i went off halfway and came back. And kana discovered by Sugie ): Paiseh la. SI very urgent xD" If no Terence, i sure won't go de. KAKAKA.

Haiyah Haiyah Haiyah Haiyah Haiyah Haiyah Haiyah Haiyah Haiyah Haiyah Haiyah Haiyah Haiyah Haiyah Haiyah Haiyah Haiyah Haiyah Haiyah Haiyah Haiyah Haiyah Haiyah Haiyah

Reached home at 2am ytd lo. Did not went for lessons this morning. Decided to only go for MORG Prac later on at 2pm (: So off i go! =)

Freaking Pissed

2005-12-07T02:11:00.000+08:00

I'm like so freaking pissed with so many people these past few days. Today I'm pissed too. Once in a while see Nic also cannot happily see ): And Terence -.-" And i got a throbbing headache after watching Leo's performance. Idiot. There's a curse.

Y'know, I dont usually say (or can u say HAOLIAN?) about what the Idols/Superstars do to me. I used to ba, maybe like before in the beginning? Now i'm like keep everything to myself. So pardon me if you tell me about what ur idol do wad ur idol do and i seem bored. Once in a while can, but not always. ESP IF I LIKE THE PERSON. xD" How would u feel if i tell u "EH, XXX just now touch me leh!" Just an example la. HAHAHA.

Finally saw NIC today. Seems weird today. And he seems so good today. xD" ILOVEHIM ILOVEHIM WOOTS. Cos i'm not close to NIC and today seems weird... Really. xD" AND LILING! I really is like him de. ASK HIM NOT TO DOUBT LE xD" I LOVE NIC! WAHAHA. My NO 1 and 1/2. Cos Terence is No.1 (:

Going to sleep. Finally done my FA film report. Sort of cheated. WAHAHAHA. Blog about today tmr ba.

Bahh

2005-12-04T23:10:00.000+08:00

This is a random blog entry because i don't know what to update but update for the sake of updating.

My domain is finally up and alive again after the bandwidth problem. LMAO And i have a chicken little layout =)

Did not go down Mediacorp today cos find it quite wuliao -.-" I shall see the people i want to see on Tues and Wed. And there's funky recording.

OKAY IM PROMOTING! To those who want to watch Terence's Star Idol recording2, please read!

time&date: 6Dec 6.15pm.
venue: mediacorp studios of course.
colo code: GREEN GREEN GREEN!

to those who want tickets, email me at dead.thoughts@gmail.com or sms me directly at 93864942 okay? include ur name, contact no and no. of tickets. GO SUPPORT TERENCE LAH (: =D Remember wear green. Hehe.

To those who want to catch SuperFunkies (LAST EPISODE ALREADY!) on Wednesday, read below.

time&date: 7Dec 6.30pm
venue: mediacorp studios
color code (SUGIE) : LIGHTBLUE LIGHTBLUE LIGHTBLUE!

to those who want tickets, email to sugie_fanclub@hotmail.com with your name, contact no and no. of tickets. im helping ruiling&yihui =)

Phew. Finally done. Tuesday Star Idol recordings 6.15pm and 9pm. Wednesday Funky recording 6.30pm and Star Idol results 9.15pm. TADAHS.

Busy. DVID Assignment and MORG assignment due on 14th and 19th. HOW TO GO SEE KEQUN IN PEACE? xD" DVID AND MORG SUCKS LA. ESP MORG. I know nuts about it =X

Khairul

2005-12-02T01:31:00.000+08:00

I saw Khairul in school again (: So MALU. HAHAHA And i found out he thanked me and the rest when we went down to Causeway Point to see him, Ciko and Azmir.

Thanks to Edwina and gang for cumin to support us. I'm glad that we're not only recognised by the malay community but also the other racial groups. These 'Superstar' fans are turning to 'Anugerah' now..

HAHAHA HOW FUNNY. XD Ok enough of Khairul.

I wasted money taking bus from Safari just now -.-" I reached AMK at 12am and saw bus74 ran. Thought still got bus, wait wait wait until 12.30am. PEKCHEK LOR. NO BUS LE xD Should have took NS Bus back nd save my cab fare and bus fare. AHHHH.

I finally got my ATM card le. Whee. Finally i can spend when i get my pay but pay debts first. HEHEHEHEHE. Not now, still have to wait for pay -.-'

My LAM OF SHIT picture is getting good response! =)

Nicholas ):

2005-12-01T14:09:00.000+08:00

AHHHHH I'm still feeling the aftermath of the results. NICHOLAS! WAHLAO EH, fucking results. and idiot LAM of shit. YAYAYAYA U KNOW WHO WE ALL KNOW WHO. LAM of shit. LAM LAM LAM lor =) No more Nicholas to see le, no more Nicholas to see when SI reports except recordings when he will go back. I'M BADLY TRAUMATISED WOR. ): ): ): ):

that LAM of shit.

hahahahahahhaha. i'm so bad.

Gems

2005-11-30T12:40:00.000+08:00

It's irritating how sometime your friends copy the way you talk, the special things that only i do. And do the same things, then it's not special anymore DUH.

I'm a funny person xD" And i know it. LOL and i do things i invent. MUAHAHAHAHA Out of boredom and craziness. SO DONT COPY ME LARR.

Off to GEMS soon!

2005-11-29T16:46:00.000+08:00

Kao eh, I'm such a loner in school now. Now having Digital Video class. NOONE WANTS ME LE. LOL. Ok la, used to it le. xD" I'm like did not lunch in school ever since school starts o.O" except 2 times. LOL.

I have no friends in school! LOL I mean real good friends la. Ok, used to have. Now it's like wah! no more ): I think I'm invisible de la. BUT WHAT CAN I DO RIGHT? They don't want talk to me ma. So how? LOL. SO LONER SO LONER.

Sometimes, I'm being taken for granted la. People come up to me ask me do this do that. I do this do that for them because not good to reject ma. After finishing, then it's like TADAHS. Sometimes talk to them also ignore. xD" But heck la, I'm like so busy now. Having to finish requests from people. Bryan's site and moumou's Yahoo Group.

I've yet to finish TT's site. But will be, by wed, which is his birthday. So it that a birthday present from me? HAHA! Have been doing loads of MSN Shakers this few days. I NAMED THEM MSN SHAKERS. You know in MSN, there are smileys with faces then they will shake shake. Just like the Stephen Chow de.

I did the Star Idol collection. So now, I've already done Terence's, Nic's x 2, BenBen, Jac, Leo, Bryan, ChengXi and Albert. And more. So those who want, get from me in MSN lo. xD" Leo, BenBen and Jac are requests ya'know. MUAHAHAS

I will do them for you. But don't rush me. =) Bahhh. And don't take me for granted. I think I'm too nice already. WAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I'm not working today cos some assholes dont wan me to work. Is she counted as the boss? AIYA DON'T KNOW LA. She says i keep talking to Eileen. WTH LOR. It's like i talk to her only when they are no customers. YEA LA YEA LA, other people talk to guys never get scolded lor. FUCKED UP.

I love work. But i hate that particular person or maybe persons. And so many SuperFans want to work at NS? LOL. Will try. Will try. Muahahas.

Doing Video editing now. I'm blogging so long because the keyboard in Lab2034 is so nice to type on. HAHAHA! Fingers are numb already.

Work Work Work

2005-11-28T09:48:00.000+08:00

Wahlao eh, I'm working like shit. From Sat till 5Dec, I will be working everyday except 30th, which is SI results and TT's birthday lah. SOMEMORE! I wrking from 430pm to 12AM everyday. AM LEH. NOT PM HOR. How to sleep? How to do homework? Better ask all the SuperFans to all go work, den i will be more free. xD Don't have to work everyday. Cos' got more people.

MORG homework also haven done yet. I'm here blogging cos i did not go DVID cos WT did not go. Must be thinking. SHE NEVER GO U ALWAYS MUST NEVER GO MEH. Yealor, cos i don't know anyone in that class, so will be damm awkward if i go sia. =( I HATE VIDEO!

I'm trying to complete Bryan's site which Gera asked me to do. OMYTIAN. So busy. All have to complete by Wed. MUAHAHAS. Don't have to sleep le (:

Work is good cos' got moneh. I think i will be rich in Jan. and Debts-cleared. So to those i owe moneh de, YOUR MONEH WILL BE RETURNED SOON. DEC4 payday for NOV'S pay (: PAY OFF ALL. THEN I WILL BE RICH IN JAN. MUAHAHAHAHAHHAS.

Siao.

5.06 and i'm online

2005-11-27T05:08:00.000+08:00

It's like 5.06am and I'm still online! Has been online since 12am sia. zZz. in another 11 ad 1/2 more hours, i will be at night safari working le. KAO, sure not enough sleep one. How nice -.-" I'm going off to sleep soon!

Milk

2005-11-26T01:40:00.000+08:00

I finally saw NiuNai today (: At Heeren. Ed Hardy :D

Damm, I'm so broke now and I want to get a Abercrombie Samantha Hoodie! But it's like $45. HAHAHA FORGET IT LA.

Working tmr after being MIA for a long long long time (: Hope it will be fun cos' i will be working in another shop that sell cute cute stationary wor! And i think i wana get a Mp3 during CNY time. BUT THATS LIKE SO LONG? HAH.

Today is a star-filled day. SuperStars in school. SI, SinHuey & Candyce and Nainai. :D Shop shop and i wana get loads of clothes seh. But once again, no money. Having a pay is like no pay. Cos i have to pay debts and i can't use my ATM card. My mother has to withdraw money blah blah.

Idiots.

2nd post

2005-11-24T02:11:00.000+08:00

Think tonight don't have to sleep le. Finally, the people i want to talk to came online and can crap le (: It's 2.10am and my mother is still watching Korean VCDS. More hiong than me. xD I'm very shack this week lor. Everday like sleep for not more than 5hours.

Read Eileen's blog. xD She talked about friends and idol chasing. Yes i agree. My poly friends are all not into idol chasing de, so no point talking. They may think it's stupid or wad, but then once again, it's me. People who know me will know me.

In school, people are starting to ignoring. I know why and why and why and why (: So stupid. Because of this and that? Maybe I'm not even a friend to start with.

I once told DK, the friends i treasured most are my idol chasing friends. I love crapping with them so much! The friends i know. I feel like listing all of them out, but i scared i forgot some. HEHEHE. LOVE U ALL LAH.

GEMS is getting to turn better. But it's still boring, and i don't like to take part in discussions wor. Everytime looking forward to Tues/Weds to go MCS. MUAHAHA and i'm really too lazy to work le la. Sat&Sun working. But i feel like going to watch PSC on sat. Not because I'm really into JIAN n CHOONG but i want to gather with the people. =)

I need more new clothes,bags lor! But no money. Idiot. I WAN TO HAVE MY OWN ATM AND I HATE MY BROTHER. HE SUCKS.

GO AND DIE!

Anyway, how's the new layout? It's featuring ME! xD"

Star Idol

2005-11-24T00:56:00.000+08:00

I'm back from Star Idol result shows (: MY INSTINCTIONS DID NOT COME TRUE. But still, real sadden that Ben & TanYan got out. TY leh. How can that be? More sad when Tricia and peeps cried so badly. DONT BE SAD ANYMORE! Ben will always be you guys de Star Idol.

Also happy that Terence got in la. And i'm liking William more&more. He so funny and Lincoln is a living joke :D But i know, SuperStars still reign in my heart over the Star Idols. Sugie, just where the hell are you? Zzz.

School starts at 9am tmr (: And i'm still here onlin-ing. I'm waiting for LiLing and Joan to come online so that can crap. With RuiLing too. HAHAHA. And i finally met Michelle and Minsi (Terence) today. So fun xD"

Terence's birthday is next week! =D

I'm getting more and more and more lonely during school. HAHA.

I don't know what to say

2005-11-22T01:32:00.000+08:00

Because of Campus Superstar auditions, i skiped class. Actually not rrly, i decided to go down AFTER i skipped xD It was quite fun la. Among the 3 days, today is the best. But at the end, me and RuiLing kana "lectured" by Sugie (x Cos we played TOO HARD.

Haiyah, don't know also. Nvm. I felt sad at first. But heck, don't care le lah. We know him and he's like this. HEHEHEHE.

Tmr the last day of auditions. Whee! I've been there for all 3 days. First 2 days not so shiok ): Cos din see much.

AND I LOVE LEON! I don't know why. Watched SuperFunkies and found out i miss him xD I LIKE LEON DE OKAY! =D LEON LEON LEON LEON LEON LEON!

Not feeling good. BAD MOOD AH. Because of what? I also don't know. The more i think of GEM class on Wed, the more i feel like jumping. KANASAI la.

Feeling Down ):

2005-11-19T19:09:00.000+08:00

I don't know why I'm feeling so down after i came back from the Campus Superstar auditions. Was there to see Sugie and support Natalie. CONGRATS TO NAT (:

Maybe i just felt that something is not fulfilled. Me, Ruiling, Yihui and Eileen actually went down to Mediacorp at 6.50am to wait for him. Because I cannot see, i don't talk to him and blah. And a lil' disappointed. JunYang rocks lah!

Went down J8 and tadahs, saw the auditions. So weird to see all the school people. Not used leh.

Urg, when i woke up at 6.49pm because I was napping, felt quite down. Don't know why I'm doing all this and blah. AND I HATE SCHOOL. POLY LIFE actually. ARG. I need to earn money but I'm too lazy to ALWAYS work at Night Safari. Now Deon and Melissa also wants to work. HOHO! Maybe it will be more fun =D

Let's see whether Lynn remembers to roster me for next week. Can that Aneater shop open quickly? Kanasai.

AHHHHHHHHHHH. Oh ya, when Ruiling called me at 6.49pm ask me want to talk to Sugie at MCS, AHHHHH i feel so weird. Anyway, I have nothing to say :D It's always the same thing, and his boring tone. So what's the use? But i still love him all the same. YOU KNOW I STILL DO BECAUSE I WOKE UP AT 5.45AM TO GO MEDIACORP TO SEE HIM WALK IN -.-"

Art (:

2005-11-18T17:50:00.000+08:00

My eyelid got worst today. Conclusion is: There's a sort of ulcer under my eye lid. OHMYTIAN I din know eyes can have ulcer one! :D Was thinking whether to go or DRAW lesson after i woke up in tears xD cos' my eye hurts! It's so swollen now, and i'm gonna go c the doc later (:

AND I CAN'T WEAR MY CONTACT LENS! SO I'M BLIND AS A BAT NOW :D

Can't wait to see the doctor later! Went Hougang Mall with Ruiling and Yihui just now ((: To do boards, but actually we only bought boards and cut only! xD Rui going to watch potter la! Actually, today got plan de. But then, tickets all BOOM! So in the end, cannot go sia.

MY EYE HURTS MY EYE HURTS! Help (:

How am i going to see Sugie tmr and Terence next week? GET WELL SOON RIGHT EYE :)

ehehs. i think my art is improving. Look at my DRAW homewrk :D

my hand!

ready to kill (x

my ANG MO guan yin ma. i know the face looks weird la.

ehehs! actually DRAW lesson quite fun. but 3 hours? Crazy la.

Eye hurts.

2005-11-17T23:13:00.000+08:00

My eye hurts ><" Damm it. Some bug bit my eye lah! And i can't rub my eye, it even hurts when i blink! ARG. So kanasai one. Yesterday already have already, but today is worst! Nvm, forget it. Hopes it gets better soon (:

Yesterday was a Star Idol filled day. But kinda waste time, cos we were suay in the morning. I even skipped my GEMS and now worrying about my coursebook and group work. I'm dead. Not looking forward to next Wed la. How how how? How nice if there is no GEM at all.

Haven't done my Draw homework yet. I have to draw 3 drawings leh (: SO DEAD. Tonight don't have to sleep already. Hoho.

Rather unhappy with school. So many things. I love SP alot but school sucks. The process la. Where got people like that de? Muahas.

ARGGGGG!

Tired tired tired!

2005-11-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

I'm so bloody tired today that i skip CRS and DVID lessons and went home at 1pm xD" I took MRT from Outram to Harbourfront and sit all the way and i slept to Punggol lor! What the hell -.-" So waste time xD

Went HougangMall and saw Xiaozhu and Gera! Whoots. So nice. Saw them twice. On e way out, saw Chantrice la. And she pulled me along. Sat down chit chat and then saw Ruiling and Jo! xD Den chat chat chat. Tadahs came home at 330. Slept! Sleeping is the best (:

Im going MCS tmr! =D To c my beloved TT and my indo prince -.-"

A Job At Hand

2005-11-15T02:54:00.000+08:00

I have a job at hand (: It's about Terence. Muahaha. Hopefully, i can complete by 23rd nov, which is the first recording. CHAO.

Star Idol

2005-11-15T01:33:00.000+08:00

Shiat. I'm very into Star Idol already. Joan too! Haha, so weird to have her into Star Idol. AND SHE ON NIC AND LINCOLN DE xD" LINCOLN LEH. MUAHAHA.

BAH. I don't like my GEMS la. I dret Wednesdays alot. KANASAI. Can't wait for Wed morn to go down MCS. Can't wait for Saturday n Sunday mornings for CSS auditions. For Sugie (: It has been a looooooong time since i really get to talk to him. WTH LA. I don't want to say anything. We just have to take it in out stride.

KANASAI! Why do we have to have GEMS? Suckiest thing eva.

RANDOM!

HAHAHAHAHAHA i think Lincoln is funny xD

Neon Picture Whoring

2005-11-14T00:11:00.000+08:00

It's time for Neon's picture whoring xD MUAHAHAHA.

Too cute to say anything xD

Random pic! Someone's art wor!

(click to enlarge)

I Love My New Layout!

2005-11-12T03:27:00.000+08:00

I love my new layout! It's nice isin't it? Actually, I got the inspiration off a blog's layout. I love the colors and the small div layer style haha. That's has always been my style. Mini div layer layout. :D

AND I LOVE IT COS' IT'S JAY!

Ok, worked today. Lynn talked to me about it. I'm still continuing as retail but at another shop. Nice! Bias. I SERIOUSLY THINK THEY R BIAS AGAINST ME. OH WHAT THE HELL.

If you are already a bad retailer in their eyes, YOU WILL STILL BE BAD NO MATTER HOW WELL U TRY TO DO. If you are a good retailer in their eyes, but actually u are just acting cute and saying HELLO GOOD EVENING WOULD U LIKE TO BUY A CAP, you will be a good retailer no matter how u refilled the printer ink FOR SO LONG, no matter how you act cute.

Yea. I told Eileen a list on how to be a good retailer on bus just now. HAHAA Crap la.

Here it is:
1. Act Cute infront of Jappys
2. Suck up and talk cutely to the higher management
3. Say HELLO GOOD EVENING in a "cute" voice
4. Followed by "WOULD U LIKE TO BUY A CAP?"
5. Go eat roti prata with XXXs every night
6. Study in TP xD"
7. Have a cute hairstyle
8. Say sayonara to Handsome boy
9. Say a particular Jap keeps looking at you
10. Get into good shoes of high management
BLAHBLAH.

Yes, i'm shooting a particular person. Don't care whether she reads my blog anot, cos she does read Eileen's one. But heck. Nvm x)

Ok enough of that particular fish.

I LOVE MY LAYOUT! I actually spent an hour plus re-coding everything. Because the previous HTML was kinda messy. (:

WebPublishing class in school is rather boring because they use DreamWeaver. Not i'm trying to boast or what, it sucks la. Just like FrontPage. xD" But i gotta listen, cos i've never used Dreamweaver before. I only used Notepad, CuteHTML, EditPad blahblah. I think DW is for amatuers [hw do u spell it?]

This semester is boring! DRAW lessons sucks. Although i havn attended any yet, but my art is like KANASAI one. MORG even worst. 3D stuffs. Database, Critical Reasoning Skills, shit stuffs. Do they have anything to do with multimedia? I want Web Design, Publishing and stuffs!

And the Web Publishing they teach is rubbish la :X

Off to sleep soon!

i heart terence.
WAHAHAHAHAHA
so cheesy -.-"

Demoted

2005-11-10T23:19:00.000+08:00

I've been demoted from Retail to Ground Crew. WAHAHAHAHA. Actualy is it called demoted? Nvm. But i bu shuang. Although i wan grnd crew more than retail, but idiot la. That means they say i cannot do retail la. HELLO? DEMOTE ME THEN MUST SACK THAT ACT CUTE CHABOR ALREADY LO.MUAHAHAS.

Relac la. Ground crew 6.50 wor! AND THAT IDIOTIC LYNN BETTA GIVE ME MY OCT PAY IN DEC LO. KANASAI. HAFTA REPAY DEBTS WOR WOR WOR (:

Campus Superstar audtions! I'm looking forward to it. NO IM NOT JOING ASSHOLES. I'm going down to see dear NATALIE and dear SUGIANTO =D

Boring

2005-11-10T01:18:00.000+08:00

I'm getting more and more bored to blog x) Cos's nothing much for me to blog also!

Feeling so bored that i have to work this friday. I'm getting more and more tired and w0rk. If only I'm a pretty little rich lass, swaying my ass whereever i go, have sugar daddies to support me xD" but so sad, i'm an ugly little toad earning money!

I hafta work, because I need to pay debts. I owe Lynette alot of money xD" Actually return 1/3 le, but cos of SuperStar concert, now it's back to square one. So irritating! And my pay for this month is so little because some asshole forgot to give me October's pay too! And i'm returning all my pay to Lyn first. Leaving $15.50 for myself xD"

Fuckit. Retail at Night Safari is getting so and so and so boring and fucking IDIOTIC. Now, everyone wants to quit. HAH! Then the stupid shop will have noone to tend xD" Most of the full-timers wants to quit already.

I used to complain working as ground crew sucks and cannot wait to be retail. I REGRET EVERYTHING ALREADY! I want to work as ground crew ): and see my handsome boy. Sobs! If only I'm not studying then i can go out and work! ><

Haiya, It's like that de la. Will leave it all to fate xD" I believe in fate oh (: Like, It's fated you know this guy and fated u be sad xD" IT'S LIKE THAT LAR :D

Hopefully, I can earn more money. I still want to migrate to Japan de oh :)

Really have no self-confidence at all. I walk head-down most of the time xD And think alot x) And it's so irritating the producer keeps sending Sugie off in her car. Don't blame me if i don't like him anymore.

HAIYAH THAT WON'T HAPPEN I THINK :D

BUT WILL IT FADE OFF?

Now most of the fans convert to Star Idol already! xD" I'm halfway there cos' i love T.T TERENCE TAN x) But still, I'm more into Superstar. SUGIE AR, LEON AR, JY AR x) I put Superstar ahead of Star Idol.

ALBERT TO TERENCE (:

Terence is weird today after recordings. Hah, nvm (: Has been going for recordings for these 2 days. Fun! To see them act and stuffs. Garett xD"

WHEN IS THE NEXT FUNKIES COMING UP AR?

WHAT IS GONNA HAPPEN TO ME WHEN FUNKIES END? STAR IDOL? HAHAH"

There's still Campus Superstar which Sugie&Silver is going to host :D I go see the host. Hurhur. I think I don't regret my Idol-Chasing life. All the memories and up and downs. Proj Superstar is the best (: THE MANY FRIENDS I MADE! SO NICE (:

AND "ONCED ENEMIES" NOW FRIENDS xD~

I will continue chasing my idols until i grow tired of them xD" MAYBE WHEN I'M OLDER? And then go Japan/Taiwan! Haha. Think too much. LOL.

School at 9am tomorrow. Had first lesson of Film Appreciation today. Watched Spider-Man2! Watching House Of Flying Daggers next week. I DON'T KNOW ANYONE IN THE CLASS >< And have to do group work somemore! By next week! How arh? FATE LA!

Friday no school :D Cos' no DRAW lesson. Thought i could slack at home and ROT but remembered i had to work. Haha. How Fun.

FUNKY FUNKY FUNKY U'RE SO FUNKY

This entry is long! have too much to say already. I love SHELL'S STATION pandan cake! Nice and cheap!

=DDD~

Off to the internet world.

Change Of Phone

2005-11-06T21:32:00.000+08:00

I changed my HP already x) To VS2 DarkBrown. No other phone to choose because I'm too poor! ):

School tmr! I'm loving Jay more n more! Hahahaahahaha. And Sugie! Whee.

I said Jay's new songs not nice. NO THEY ARE SOOO NICE! Xcept for 1or2. LISTEN N LISTEN N LISTEN!

Back from funkies

2005-11-02T02:38:00.000+08:00

Went MCS for Funkies recording just now (:
Change already. MORE BORING. xD"
because the guests all talk so much.
no games also. can sleep lar!
came back home at around 1am+ because they havin meeting inside ><
so sad.
my board is finally signed and returned to me.
wahahaha

AND! I got my beloved jay november chopin today (:
i did not preorder. but they still give poster lar!
so no difference.
the songs all not so nice leh )):
so sad.

looking forward to saturday's funkies again. HAHAHA
i love weilian o.O"

Change of layout

2005-11-01T01:11:00.000+08:00

I love my new layout! It's so mini and long. Haha, i got inspiration off a blogskin at blogskins.com. Yada yada, mixed some of the codes with mine and tadahs. I like the side content (: My tag-board is mini too! Haha.

Change of phone

2005-10-31T22:10:00.000+08:00

I think I'm changing my phone le. Cos i'm getting a new plan from starhub with more SMS yea. My singtel 500sms are not enough lah! =D Should be getting VS2 - Dark Brown - I can't think of other phone i want! But VS2 don't have Bluetooth. So LAO YA.

Khai n EC

2005-10-31T15:12:00.000+08:00

I saw the two person i wanted to see today.
Khairul at FC6 and ErCong (Fang Lin xD xD) at Lab2034. XD" Jealous hor lynette =D
So cold in the lab now.
School sucks like shit.

Wee hours

2005-10-30T02:27:00.000+08:00

It's the wee hours of the day (: HAHAH Crap la.

I'm working tmr. So sian. I'm only working for 2 days on first half of Nov lo. It's like only 60bucks. 4th and 11th i'm working. Hope can work more for the 2nd half of Nov when the other stores open. I don't like capybara la. And i'm gonna work some ground crew days to earn more bucks. Hee (:

Slept alot today leh. But now, i'm yawning like shiat. I'm a pig :D

Hee I'm Done!

2005-10-28T23:39:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!
my domain is done (: the site that i thougt i could never complete just took me 2 days. Haha. Delayed for 2 months, i finished it in 2 days! Of course there are still sections that are under construction, but just minor stuffs (:

So people, go my site and comment or either leave a tag at the tagboard!
http://oh-love.org

GO GO GO! I will love you guys. And affies, do relink me okays? Cheerios.

Of course, i will still be keeping this blog (:

Random Part - An encounter with Mr James Ang in School
Me, GirlA walks. James walks in opp direction.

Me: Hello!
James:Hello...
GirlA: I fail OOPM (JAVA) leh ):
James: Is it?
GirlA: Ya lor.
-Me turn to look at james-
James - to me- : You pass?
Me: yalor ya lor!
James: I'm suprised.
Me: -.-""

Kanasai lor. Stupid James ang look down on me. BUT SO SUAY, I PASS JAVA LEH. HAHAHA!

My Site

2005-10-28T00:45:00.000+08:00

Finally, I started on my stagnant site today. Got cutenews up. Got visitor content and my content up. What's left is the site's info and stuffs. Lazy to type yea. But i will complete it soon!

I hafta go for work injection tmr. SIAN LA. Night safari la, to prevent dengue. Heard that ZOO got ghost xD" Creepy wor wor wor!

ROAR!

2005-10-26T18:15:00.000+08:00

ROAR!

No, I changed class.

2005-10-26T18:10:00.000+08:00

No, i got change class. Change to 24. HAHAHA. My buddy class la. But lectures still same as 23 and stuffs. Tutorials have to go with 24 la! Sian diao, don't know them well. Whatsmore, some modules WanTing not taking, that means I'm alone with class 24 .V. so weird.

Star Idol

2005-10-26T17:40:00.000+08:00

Almost every SuperFans are now so into Star Idol. MUAHAHA I'm not (: Even though i like Albert. But i don't make it a point to go down Mediacorp to wait for them. I only wait for them if there are the funkies people. I"M STILL VERY MUCH INTO PROJSUPERSTAR PEOPLE :D

They also ask me " Eh, going down Mediacorp anot? " I say no even though i know the Star Idol people will be reporting. Waste of time la. I know them, they don't know me (: Then they asked me i don't wan see birdie meh. Haha" I don't want la (:

Enough. Went to school for Forward Module stuffs. Yuanlai don't need change class de la. Just have to put one sem2 module to next year. DVID. Urg, disgusting. Have to film everything again. Hell leh.

Life sucks

2005-10-26T01:32:00.000+08:00

Kao, Life seriously sucks la. Well, for me la. Don't know leh. Hmmm. I also don't know why it sucks. I think it's just me. BWAHS. Not satistfied with myself. Not satisfied with that. Not satisfied with this. No satisfied with EVERYTHING.

I'm supposed to wake up at 715am and go school wor. Now i'm still here blogging (: I DON'T WANT TO CHANGE CLASS! %!(@&

My VS2. Where is my VS2? Where.Where.Where LOL So random.

I love superstars! KAKAKAKA.

Stuck at home

2005-10-25T20:46:00.000+08:00

I'm cooping up at home. Playing the com, sleeping, watching tv, listening to music and walk there walk here. Worst if my brother is at home. Then i hafta strike playing the com off the list (: He hogs the computer all day long. Ass.

The funkers are back from Malaysia liao (: So fast wor. Got ghost anot? MUAHAHA. crazy. Have to go school EARLY tmr la. 9am. For Forward Module stuffs. Damm sia suay. I don't want to change classes la! If i do, I'm gonna be so damm down, cos it's hard for me to adapt to ANOTHER new class.

SOMEBODY HELP ME!

Suan le. It's all fate sia. It's suppose to happen like this de (: I wan to get a new phone la. VS2 (: My papa found one 378 de. Can sell my K700i and buy. Got one seller called me, i shall discuss with my Papa. I'm very poor now!

Energy is coming. Double poor. KI SI LA.

Channel U Ads

2005-10-24T14:53:00.000+08:00

Due to boredom, i turned to Channel U and watched the ADS (SPOREANS WHO WATCH TV SHOULD KNOW CHANNEL U SHOW ALL ADS BEFORE 3PM). I'm anticipating tonight's SuperFunkies! There is Darryl and Sebas. Woots! And the AD where they tell us the change of time slot is nice. So i keep watching ChannelU and keep watching the ADS. Haha"

I'm broke! I spent my fortune chasing Superstars from MCS to ITE to MCS. Broke. SHIAT!

A Day At Mediacorp

2005-10-24T01:11:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling GEK now. Cos TaiZi and theblackfaceone went out by Radio Gate driven by producer ): I spent a time decorating my letter leh, in the end, did not get to give it. I spend a time thinking what to write leh, in the end, did not get to give ):

These few days, taizi has been very mei liang xing (heartless) xD" I have to get use to the meiliangxing-ness and his mood swings la. Teeheehee. I can and i will.

Damm it, i really need to pass the letter one lor! ><" But now, i haf ta wait 9more days for superfunkies to see him. By then, the letter can throw liao la. Hrrrmp.

Heck.

We went down Simei ITE today to see them run. Conclusion: the segment quite wuliao wor. Run one round only. We all thought they will run and run like siao. Sheesh. blackfaceone gave a almost blackface when he saw us there. I should not have waved ><"

Heck.

Enough of SuperStar stuffs. I'm working tmr! Hehehe. But someone not working. Not fun liao, cannot gossip ): SO SAD.

Change Of Layout

2005-10-23T01:06:00.000+08:00

Haven't been to BlogSkins.Com for some time, so i went (: Because Eileen wanted a new blogskin. And i saw this. I love the font. I'm lazy to do one myself so i took this and TADAH, it's now my skin. It has been sometime since i used a layout from BlogSkin. Lmao. And i typed out quite a MUNCH about me at the profile part (:

Anyway, I have pictures to post! I went Mediacorp today, AGAIN x) And when we were crossing the over head bridge to take a bus, we saw Monkeys! I know MacRitchie Reservoir is a "forest", but it's the first time i saw MONKEYS =D So cute! There's one where it's baby cling onto the mother lor.

Pictures time!

SOOO MANY MONKEYS (: I SMELL THE ZOO!

sHO cuTex NEhHhZ <- LMAO!

See the baby monkey?

Closer look (:

AHHHH (: The cutest thing ever =DD

Cute right? MONKEYS AT LORNIE/ADAM/THOMSON (Circle the correct ans) ROAD! Teeheehee.

Erm, serious blog. In this world right, there are prettae people and fugly people. I think about something today. I think why is there fugly people in the world? I mean who define fugly/ugly in the first place? How did it come about? Haha! If there is no such thing as fugly people, then life will be more nice (: And so sad, i just happen to fall in the category. That's life la. That's fate la. Fugly people = less attention. So sad )): And some people should mind their words when they say one is fugly. I'm not saying anyone say me la. Now hor, i say " Eee, the person also not prettae one " i don't say " Eee, the person so UGLY lor! " Haha. Not pretty is a better word right =D You can still be AVERAGE.LMAO x)

Being fugly is such a sad thing ): And it just has to happen to me. Haha! Sometimes i think how i would be if im in another person's body and mind. So sad I'm still me. THE CUTE AND MIGHTY LITTLE ED.

I'm not satisfied with myself. I hate my hair la! My frindge is like so little. And so Urg! now. It keeps parting by itself more often. And i have to comb and comb and comb to make it even out. Grr. PLEASE GROW MORE FASTER CAN!

I went down Causeway Point to catch Khairul, Ciko and Azmir today =) Hee. So weird. We have special previledges at backstage. Right Lyn and Eileen? Khairul mine. Ciko Lyn's. Khairul so damm cUtExX loRhS! ROFL.

Found out i went Mediacorp everyday for this week! Except for Tuesday where Taizi said he din see me, only saw 2 girls. Haha! Mediacorp feeling is coming back! Still my 2nd and most beloved place in Spore.

Funkies recording is on Nov1. 6.30pm. IT'S A HOLIDAY! Taizi gave me tickets and i took only 5. Heh. So sad ): CARN WAIT CARN WAIT! And my board is rotting at his house still left UNTOUCHED.

I wan go KBox again! Was unable to go this week cos of SOMEBODY lor. HAHAHA. Next week must go gO GO! SING SING SING!

Random Pictures (:

Me and HYRUL (:

MY HAIR MY HAIR MY HAIR!! WTH.

ME AND GIE (:

MY HAIR MY HAIR MY HAIR AGAIN!! WTH. Why is the middle always look longer? And i have to even it out lor. URG.

Cheated

2005-10-21T21:36:00.000+08:00

I felt cheated.
By Shell Station's Red Bean Bun x 6
The red bean is so miserable!
SEE!

I ate two (:

MISERABLE RED BEAN. ALL I EAT IS BREAD!

It also taste a little sour ): SO SAD. It only expires on 25th wat!

Even my cat rejected my kind offer.

RANDOM PIC OF MY CAT (:
sHo cuTex nEhx!
xD"

Bleach Smell

2005-10-20T23:43:00.000+08:00

ARG, my hand smell of BLEACH. You know, bleach to wash clothes. Cos i use it to bleach underwear! LMAO

I washed it already. Still smells. Shit.

Exam Results

2005-10-19T20:27:00.000+08:00

Exam results.
BO WEI GONG ( NOTHING TO SAY )
BUT IM HAPPY! Cos i didn't fail my Maths and Java! I only failed Video! Haha. Wanting too (: She say can appeal. Going SP tmr to ask. Hope can! Cos Video is boring la! I think it's because of the latest assignment where me and wanting did not present de. OH WHAT THE HECK. Noone give us present so we fail. HAI REN JING. HAHAHAHAHAHA IM SO BAD
But still happy did not fail Java and Maths! I was preparing to see 3 failed modules lor! Happy. Video arh, KI SI LA. But my results are like, C C+, D, D+, D+, D+ HAHHA. But who cares, pass can le! WAHAHAHAHAH

KAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAAKKAKAKAKA

You know, i did not want to check my results at first. But i still gotta face te reality one day. -.-" So i checked! Phew!

I wasted 20dollars on chasing star idol today. Grrr. Went to their press con. Came out at arnd 6.10pm. JJ'S TWIN BIRDIE sat a bus with 18other people, and DUMB BEN AND GARETT go sit one. Cab got Layling and Deon. Of course chase the B&G van la. So i wasted 20 dollars getting 2 waves&smiles from albert. -.-" SO EX! BU FU LA!

Enough.

2005-10-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Wu Ke Qun Kenji (:

WAHAHAS (:
I'm being so formal here.
So shou already right ah ken!
Donid so formal.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LA.
You in TW, that's so far! And 350$ of airfare away.
WE SAID WE WANTED TO GO FOR 2ND ALBUM SESSS
NOW WHAT. STRANDED IN SPORE xD

Just Woke Up

2005-10-18T14:12:00.000+08:00

I just woke up! WAHAHA. I woke up at arnd 12+ and saw my bro playing the computer. Then i went back to sleep. Now he is sleeping so i woke up to play! Wuliao right. But i don't have anything to do ma.

Results are gonna be out tmr. Ya'know, IM SCARED! Shit. What if i fail? How how how? Really dont wan forward module la. Esp Java n Maths. But these 2 are the one i very LOUSY de. Dead. Shit.

Panasonic VS2

2005-10-17T22:04:00.000+08:00

Im craving for PANASONIC VS2 after watching MTV today! I WANT IT! I WANT THE PINK ONE! PURLESE!! SHUCKS. Im too poor.!

About Me

2005-10-17T21:31:00.000+08:00

I found out something today. It's about me! I have the 6th sense. Or in better ways, telepathy with Sugie. HAHA"

Went MCS today, actually to accompany Deon go c Star Idol! Albert rrly looks like JJ lor. Are you JJ's long lost twin? HAHAHAHAHA" But then SuperFunkers got go back so i reached earlier.

Leon was there! Nice hairstyle wor! Reached there, Sugie already went in le oh ): So sad.

Blah blah, slowly the Star Idols came la. And came out around 420pm ba? We were chased out of the Reception. So everyone went down with the Idols. I nothing to do den sat downstairs la. Around 430, i began to feel really uneasy and my heart beat was so fast lor! I can sense something! Haha.

I went up to shunbian go look and go toilet. Reached recept, nobdy. Went toilet and PEEEE (: When i came out, i smell SUGIE! MUAHAHS, his perfume la. Then i thought, SHIT is he in the toilet? I wanted to wait and see, but then think "SHIT WAIT HE GO DOWN ALREADY" I walked quickly out of the recept to the long corridoor. MUAHAHA i saw sugie la.

I told him i smelled him at the toilet. REALLY IT'S TRUE LA! HRMMMP. BELIEVE ME!Walked, talked. He always look at me in a funny way de. Sheesh. Nothing to talk. Gave him something i wrote earlier on.

Went down, he kana mobbed. Never go near him le. When he left, just blah and byebye. ): Overall, it's not a HAPPY day but it's not a SAD day either. But heck.

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Sometimes i think i'm a happy girl on the outside but crying inside. Just now, i was on bus161 with my mother. Thought of many things about one particular thing, felt weird. I have many problems but noone to tell them to.

They may think I'm stupid. It's hard to find someone who can understand! As for Sugie, cannot expect me to say everything i feel about him to him right. Who knows, he might avoid me le. HAHA! Although sometimes i "complain" xD" But i still love him all the same.

HumanC keep showing people the picture! A private and confidential picture loh. Sheesh. If things spread, it's not my fault.

Working

2005-10-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

Does one ever dies from playing too much computer? If so, my brother will be long dead. HAHAHA"

Siao. Ok, work today. So cheeecham! Rain the whole day sia. From morning rain till night. Heaven is crying for me ): Today sales cham. Night Safari ma. And today! So many jappy guys. I no longer have a phobia already. Yuanlai jappy guys and spore guys are no diff. Same character xD" But of course jappies [new name] are cuter la. One even pinned his hair. OMG but still shuai.

Really have a urge to move to Japan already.

Sheesh. I'm beginning to hate some people already. Really hate! Gross. It has been a long time since i hate someone. HAHAHHA!

Oh ya, in previous entry i said i think my superstar sometimes is fake, now conclusion is! He is real most of the time. Judging from the time [14oct] he suddenly moodchange after a call. Right? Hah. Somemore ding jui ah! It shows one is real! He does not act happy when he is pissed. Haha" but sometimes, in life, EVERYONE has to be fake la!

Congratulations To Me.

2005-10-16T01:32:00.000+08:00

I've changed my blogskin (: And put up all those stuffs. Lazy! I've gotten some of the videos taken at the Birthday Chalet on 13oct. LOL Hilarious.

Attituded.

2005-10-15T23:40:00.000+08:00

KANASAI. He attituded me in sms today. FINE. Well, i take it as a attituded one. He might not mean harm but i see that as harm to me. Nvm, I'm ok now. I was a living corpse this afternn after he replied. Lynette says de. HAHA! Really loh. Urg, nvm.

Friendster is so cool. I always check who's viewing me. Haha! So funny sia. Now i know who's viewing me. IM NOT SO DUMB TO ONLY FIND OUT ABOUT THIS. JUST THAT TODAY SOMEONE I DIN XPECT TO VIEW VIEWED. HAHA!

Enough. Have to work tmr. Urg, and funkies recording ): Don't know when. 29th really? So long. I can rot. But at least there is the cancer show (: Chased the SuperStars today. Actually only Choong,Jian,WeiLian and SinHuey. I like noone to chase. Chase for fun (: Cos i love SuperFans! Choong's face so red.! But he's still the same old Choong. HAHA"

And the driver that drove them today is 2289 uncle (: Yea, LAODA Kenji's driver in March. He remembered that we sat in MaxiCab 2499, remembered we went to JB. HAHA! Cute.

My Birthday

2005-10-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

It's my birthday today! Let's blog what happened today and yesterday ba. Seldom i blog out details you know, but some are to be really kept private and confidential yea.

13Oct - The BBQ
Okay, had work in the afternn. Complete waste of time sia. But got money, so who cares? Went home early with Eileen. AND! On the way back, received an sms (: while im on bus. He asked me for the Pasir Ris add. HAIYA, make me so ganchiong. haha :D He said he will go if his stuffs end early. Then GANCHIONG for no use. HAHA!

Went HGGreen and bought stuffs. Could not get my OTAH! Grrr. Met up with HY at bus stop. Went back home to get stuffs and was late! Took a cab down. Cute cab uncle xD" Talking cock all the way. HEEHEEHEE.

Reached there at around 7.30pm. WAHLAO, everyone i invited reached earlier than me. paiseh oh. Anyway, the BBQ was pathetic la. DK and gang like left out. QianHui so quiet, HY also. Left the SuperFans ownself talking and high-ing. DA EVON came! To my surprise. Anyway, she shares the same Bday with me. Thanks loads. Gera and Tricia too.

BlahBlah. BBQ really pathetic. Went up watched the 9OClock show. Went down and slacked. Bought achohol and watched Yummy Yummy upstairs. So cosy. Show ends. Went down. DK & Gang, HY & QH left ): So left only 1b23 guys, me, eileen, gera tricia evon & peeps.

CF called him to ask whether he is coming. He said probably yes. So Tricia and Gera decide not to go back so early! Haha. at 11.40pm, he called. went out to get him. so weird. and blah blah blah. I have 10 Party World Vouchers -.-" LMAO. 1b23 guys are comical. wahlan eh, kana the mousse (hw to spell?) on my face and right eye by him. EEEKS. Burning sensation. Haha. Blah blah, fun part over. went up.

Slacked. Ate cake. And CF la, go put cake all over my face. Sheesh. Went into toilet and used Stan's towel. MUAHAHA TOO BAD STAN (: Retribution la hor? Played games and stuffs yea. Talked, took pictures, blah.

-Sheesh, it's so hard blogging out because everything has to be quite confidential yea. (: I'm aready leaving almost everything out. Came at 11.45pm. Left at arnd 1am plus ba I THINK.

Went back and slacked. Joked with stan&gang, HAHA! I like the diamond one. Nice one right? and the Tampines thingy. Woots. Now i find out they are such a fun bunch (: Too bad 1b23 girls were not there yea. Cabbed home with eileen and cf. Reached home at arnd 3am+ ba. Slept!

-sometimes, i don't really know what one is thinking leh. one may appear to be this on the outside, but who knows? one might be feeling another in the inside. kinda sucks. i rather prefer one be true and not be fake. or maybe. i think too much? might be. might be not-

14Oct - My Birthday!
Woke up at 10.06am because of Music Rang Wo Geng Jing Cai music. Eileen la! Suppose to snooze till 11am ya know. Haha. Everyone went home. Everything seems like a dream. Met up with the 2 at Somerset at 1.15pm. Lunched at YOSHI and went party world (remember, i have 10vouchers) But then, it's still quite EX so we went Kbox! 3 hrs of K-ing.

Conclusion, HumanC sang like shit. Seriously. I thought i was lousy already, well. I think I'm not already =D And Eileen lost 15bucks, and we are suspecting something wor.

Then the fun part! Went down for dinner with lovely people! (: It was nice. All worth it. The dinner and craps. SUPERFANS just rules! =D Chasing Superstars tmr. I hope gie will go down mcs tmr! Funkies recording canceled for tmr. Arrrh. Hell.

Happy Birthday to me
Im broke. I hafta pay for the chcken wings x_x"

Happy Birthday to Da Evon!
We blew out the candles together ytd! Fun!

Happy Birthday Qiu Ze.
Shuai! =D

Happy Birthday to Me again (:
17 years old.

-i think i really lack self confidence. thus making me think too much. when something happy happens, i can go think of it until so far. then i'll make a happy incident seems like a unhappy one. i know i think too much. it might not be the case all the time. but i guess, sometimes, my intuitions are right. self confidence is something i need, but also something i guess i will never get back-

Picture of the day (:

Back to normal blogging. Hmmm, hafta work on Sunday. And Funkies might be on 29th Oct yea. Lynette can't go! Only left eileen and the rest to pei me. But i must watch, cos gie is performing. Woots! Im broke. So broke! Im only left with a few hundreds i guess. 2? Don't know.

In MSN just now, some of the people says moumou superstar very fake. Sometimes i also think so. not that moumou superstar. im talking about my superstar (: YALA EVERYONE KNOWS WHO. Don't know leh. Although i know he is more real most of the time, but one alwas have times when they are FAKE. I also can be FAKE sometimes (:

-Urg, don't know why Im also thinking so much. It just feels stupid thinking about them. I know i shouldn't and what has happened already happened. But just got that feeling, it might be what i think. Although it might not be. Nvm, I'll get over it soon. I know how he is to me. The way and the actions. I should appreciate whatever that has happened and not think too much-

Thanks to the people for the gifts! Sms wishes. And the load of testimonials =D~ Love them, appreciate them and love you guys! Being 17 is different. LMAO

For more other info, u can go Eileen's blog lor.

http://-theotherside.blogspot.com

TEEHEEHEE

HEHEHEHEH

KAKAKAKAK.

Tmr's Da BBQ!

2005-10-13T00:48:00.000+08:00

Tmr's my BBQ le. Don't really care whether many people or wad. I just wan to eat loads of OTAH and chicken wings. But so little people of 1b23 going, dumb. and stupid STAN made me pissed just nw. WTH.

If anyone wan to go gatecrash, its at DOWNTOWN EAST (: Block C Room no. 1324. BBQ Pit C24. HAHAHA!! I will love you. Don't know how to go? Go Pasir Ris Interchange and take bus 354. Before you can make yourself comfortable in the bus seat, VOILA! You've reached downtown east xD Serious. 5Mins ride. So LAME.

I got a piggy bank from joey and gang le. Thanks! So cute. You know, last time i wanted to buy the small version one. HAHA! Now i have the big version one! COOL OR WAD.

Anyway, DA MAN says he will go if he can make it. I hope he can!

Nicholas Star Idol

2005-10-12T02:15:00.000+08:00

Hehe, I'm such a nice person. I'm helping to promote.
Please join Nicholas (Star Idol) Yahoo Group done by dear LiLing! Her love la. Very shuai guy. Haha. Go look go look!

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/nicholas-staridol

SBZA

2005-10-12T00:28:00.000+08:00

Now i see that Da Evon, LiLing, WeiLin and Melissa reads my blog! Haha. You all pass message one ah? HAHA!! So cute of them ((: CYOU GUYS SOON! FUNKIES!

Class Chalet

2005-10-11T23:41:00.000+08:00

Tmr is DMMT 1B23 class chalet. But it totally sucks. WanTing and Lishan and the malay girls are not going. What's the use? What's the use of having a class chalet when noone goes? Now they are also not going for my birthday bbq on the 13th. What the heck. Irresponsible. FUCKed up.

My Cat NONG!

2005-10-11T00:09:00.000+08:00

eileen sent me the pictures so i shall showcase my cat. KAPKAPKOM NONG! NEON!

hee, so cute!

My Birthday

2005-10-10T23:35:00.000+08:00

Sheesh. Why must class chalet be on 12 13 14. I'm having my birthday BBQ on 13th which is Thurday. So many people has so many things on, EXAMS and stuffs. Book 13 14 15 bu jiu hao lor. someone la, has training. cheebye. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. SBZA people everyone has to re-confirm. haha! go la go la! i want you guys to go! Then if they dont go, it's like so little people going. I hope those who confirm to go won't go back on their words hor. support me! just going is the biggest present le =D i just wana enjoy! GO LA SBZA! HAHAHAHA. Doubts noone from sbza reads. IM JUST SHOUTING =DDDD

For those who reads and want to go gatecrash, which i will APPRECIATE! It's at Coasta Sands Pasir Ris - I don't know which one . TBC - 7pm - 9pm. HAHAHA!

CheeBye

2005-10-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

here scolding KANNINABU CHAOCHEEBYE
yupp. so vulgur. SIAN la.

Shopping Today

2005-10-05T23:11:00.000+08:00

Whee. Went shopping today. And i spent 80bucks i think. 2 skirts, 2 necklaces, and some other stuffs. I DID NOT GET A NEW BAG TODAY! GRRR. Love the pink skirt i bought but as for the denim one, kinda don't like it already. HAHA. 23bucks leh =X NVM. MORALE OF THE POST: DONT'T BUY IN IMPULSE xD

Sugie So Sweet

2005-10-05T01:48:00.000+08:00

Oh wow. Going to have training for work for the month. and work! Although so many days, but I'm not complaining, cos it's only training and the PAY is alot. i mean for the month. 400+ bah. Then i can clear some debts le. ((: Then i can go Japan. HAHAHA Kidding. Go TAIWAN la. We shall see. Talked to gie in msn just now! So nice! He said some things i did not ever ever expect him to say. LOL. Aiya, although i know he's kidding, but still nice ma. LOL ok, enough!

NO PHOTOSHOP FOR ME! And i think im getting the CD i bought online tmr. Then i can doodle again! Going orchard and bugis tmr before work training to splurge! whee ((: BAG!BELT!TEES!MANYMANY!

SuperFansRocks!

2005-10-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

I love all the SuperFans! SuperFans = Fans of Proj. Superstar! Watched SuperFunkies just now. Weird lah. And even weirder. HAHA! Not used to seeing them on tv. Sugie is mad ((: His clothes... NO COMMENTS! How to be in fashion like this? Sack the fashion sylist la. Or is it you? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Oops.

Ok, i miss everything in P.S.S!

Change of Email

2005-10-03T00:15:00.000+08:00

I've changed my MSN email. add me at dead.thoughts@gmail.com. Yepp, its Gmail, not hotmail ah (: send me junk if you want :D. I sorted out my contacts neatly loh. Into so many categories. Energy, S.S Friends, SBZA ( haha! ), Friends, DMMT1b23, Sp friends, NVSS, and others. So neat now my msn! lol. i was too bored so i sorted out all contacts. whee.

Super Star Concert

2005-10-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

Super Star Concert is over! Me and Deon are having the post-superstar depression. Just like the day after the finals. I really missed the Super Stars and the memories they gave us ((: And the many many friends we made! Really, i love the Superstars and S.S friends more than anything.

ARGGGG! I was blogging halfway when i saw the recording times and dates for funkies. It's on SATURDAY AND SUNDAY. 2 recordings a day! I wana die. I shall go on Sunday and leave Saturday out ((: But 2 episodes ZOOOM! like that. Wasted. I want to be there for all epis leh! But bo bian, i hafta be at my AHMA HOUSE! I shall sacrifice 2 funkies episodes for my beloved birthday (:

Back to Superstar. I cannot describe how i much i love them! I still remember, in the beginning, i was telling Eileen and Lynette that NOWAY am i going to like the superstars cos it's so weird. At the Ngee Ann City concert, i just looked and yawned. And was amused to see people making boards for a particular Zi Wen/Wen Zi which is Darryl lah! Haha, and people beside me are crazy over this particular Wei Jian. Now I'm crazy over him too. HAHA! How funny.

Then at one recording, Lynette asked to accompany her. I remembered it was in July, when Energy came for the concert. And on a Monday. Energy had left earlier in the morning and i was really really very tired. I even dozed off in the studio =X 2 recording was revival i think. got tickets from Deon de. But this recording not bad, cos got Leon and Derrick. I wanted Leon to get in lor! Shoo Weijian!

The other recording is the first semis. The one WeiChoong kana booted out. I yawned a few times. HAHA! I think it's this recording i saw Sugie ((: for isit revival? Haiyah, donno =D I think is semis. I <3>Catch SuperFunkies premiering Oct3 8.30Pm on Channel U!

Forward forward to 2 weeks before SuperConcert. Damm hiong lah we. Went down mcs practically EVERYDAY! Reaching in the afternoon and leaving at midnight. It's like WE ARE THE ONES REHEARSING! Haha, but it's the bonding time for the fans! The craps. And the day i was called Fidel. Haha! And Arwana Re-Sort. LOL!

Because of SuperStar, we were exposed to Anugerah! Every mon, when we are waiting for the SuperStars, the Aungerah peeps would come out first. heh! Ciko was our first target. Real cute and real fun! We all loved Ciko while gera love Azmir! Then 18sept, i saw Khairul. Talked to him and after few meetings, he remembered me! Haha. The time at MCS when he said he remembered me talking to him, and at Heeren! NOW HE IS WINNER! LOL.

Enough. Also, i remembered the times i would get angry at Sugie, for minor minor reasons nah. Haha. Cos I'm jealous mah. But i know I'm important. HAHAHA! Forward forward to YESTERDAY! The concert. Only me, wenting, lynette and JYFC high-ing lor. DUMB. Where got concert cannot put up boards de? GO-N-DIE. But we were high. During Choong and Sugie's part! And me LEON! Holding Sugie's board shouting Leon all the way. LOL! Ooops. And i kissed Choong. His board lah. Kissed by Wenting many many times.

Forward forward to chasing part. Yesterday night was a phenomenon ( hw to spell? ) lah! Deon says Darryl counted 20+ combis,maxis,mercs,cabs, CARS! WOW! Was shocked by the no. of cars. But nevertheless, still managed to interact. While to the Seafood rest, cannot find Sugie so i interact with Leon and Sebast! Sebast I LOVE YOOOOO. HAHA, damm comical. And Leon ((:

Interaction at seafood rest was also nice! Me and Sugie. haha, making funny faces at each other, to each other amuse. HAHAHA! and how i always say " Hi Leon! Hi Leon " to Leon. From the beginning, the only thing i said to him EVERYTIME is " Hi Leon! " LOL! Listen also sian. On the way back, WAS EVEN NICER! Sugie siao one.

The Superstars at the back even Siao-Er. they played with fans. Haha.! Lame lah they. Seeing them do these things so funny. Tonned at Mediacorp. ((: And i did not see anyone come out cos i was at recept. Too tired. They all came out in cabs anyway. Went back at 6.30am and reached home at 7.15am. Slept till 2.30pm. Napped at 8.15pm to 11pm =X And here i am, feeling Jet Lagged. Haha!

This is the end of my post. Long right! I have alot to say about SuperStars. If i were to blog out every single thing that happened from the start till now, i can write a book already. harry-potter thick. HAHA!

Love Eileen and Lynette for going down MCS. Love all the friends made. MANY! SBZA- all 13 of you. including LEON la. haha. WenTing, Esther they all although not close ((: Eileen. Deon and GFC people! Tricia, Xiao Pig, Sylvia and Geraa! Woots! And many many other faces there! I will miss all the craps de! I HEARTS THE SUPERSTARS! <3 them all!

Khairul Won Anugerah

2005-09-29T22:35:00.000+08:00

SHOUTING: KHAIRUL WON! KHAIRUL WON! (:
AUNGERAH! HAHAHHA SO DAMM SHIOK LAH! MY KHAIRUL! MUAHAHAHA!

Wasted Trip

2005-09-28T22:17:00.000+08:00

I spent 3 hours sitting at the Radio gate thinking he would sit the mediacorp bus in. I spent 3 hours sketching mickey mouse. XD My art is improving. Haha. I spent 3 hours there, looking at Wei Lian almost hit by a car, look at Sin Huey, glance at Ruth and Candyce. I spent 3 hours letting my butt rot there. In the end, he went in by recept. OH WHAT A NICE DAY. Haven started on Java yet. Sheesh. JAVA =X

I think this is my retribution lah! Mon missed him. Today missed him. And he still hahaha, heheheh. Not funny lor.

A for Java Assignment

2005-09-28T13:48:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I got an A for my Java Assignment leh =X OOPS. A leh. LOL! The exam is tmr! Hope i can pass the whole thing. Wish me luck(: Maths was... was... donno how to say. When i browse through the paper, i thought " Ok, i know how to do most of them because they seem similar to those from 2004/2005 test. BUT! When i begin to do, i don't know how to do! Those questions behind. Infront still can (: At least know some, phew! I'm just not a maths person lah!

Last paper tmr and i haven read anything yet ><" Because has been studying Maths these past few days. Grrr. I'm gonna mug and mug later. It will be all over after tmr! Woots!

2005-09-27T01:39:00.000+08:00

I saw many people today! Firstly, was at Orchard when me and deon saw Sugie and Candyce (: Ok lah, we went down. To Far East. Haha, Sugie still ask me what I'm doing there. IN ORCHARD WHAT CAN YOU DO? Lol. Ate at Long John and they left after that. Then, went to Heeren loh. On the way, we saw Jeassea and Olinda. OLINDA Looks so diff lor. =X I mean not slimmer, just that more boyish. HAHA!

Went Heeren and walked. Went into some store selling Limited Edition stuffs (forget the name) and we came out. Then Deon saw a group of malay guys then say wad, sekali saw Taufik. The malay guys went up the escalator. We too. Then i say Siao then i look at the Malay guys. WTH KHAIRUL loh -.-" the Anugerah guy. Haha, he was facing me because he was talking to his friends. Called him and said hello, then he shocked. HAHAHA! Then his friends turned. WTH Fauzi and Azmir lahhh and another guy donno wad name =X

Deon took a picture with Azmir! Khairul donno go where la. After that, boom! Went MCS. GEK AHHHHH! Took a cab home. Damm ex. Oh yah, ShanWei was at Grand Hyatt at the time we were at orchard. Haha. How come i saw so many people today =X